Mind and Heart – No Chemistry

I smiled through the confusion, laughed through the euphoria, weeped through the agony… I surpassed it all because more than I want to, I had to… life’s an adventure after all. 😄

Time passes, situation turn overs, people changes … but love never fades. I trust that each and every person that comes into your lives comes in it for a reason and there’s no way they’ll depart without leaving a footprint in your heart. ❤

Yes honey, nothing is permanent in this world. People do leave. 🙂 just that some stays longer than expected, not in your lives, but in your heart. 🙂 In fact, some are there forever. 😁

Lately, it has been a pretty challenging to express the mind and heart. I’m always in a dilemma, muddled between thoughts and emotions. Someone once told me that the mind and heart does not latch on to chemistry thus love is painful because though you know it’s disastrous, you can’t keep yourself from feeling it. 😉 and as much as it hurts, you can’t negate the wonderful moments which turns out to be life’s greatest memories. 😀

I’ll miss you. I’ll miss us. Thank you for being a great spot. Thank you for coming into my life and teaching me to endure the worst pain of all. Most importantly, thank you so much for loving me unconditionally. I wished, yes, WISHED – and not wish because I know it’ll never happen in this lifetime – that the situation was a whole lot different. Maybe we would have made it through happily. 🙂

Oh well, …. life goes on. 🙂 keep smiling to curtain the way it sores, pierces, gashes and aches inside. 🙂 🙂

Of Rants And The Amazing Weekend! :D

Its raining almost everyday but as much as I love the cold chilly weather, the rain kinda messes things up. Pffttt!

Now, I don’t know why am I here without any inspiration. I feel like writing but I have no fuckin idea of the topic. Sighhhssss! :/ Why oh why? Why me? Aite, I shall just rant whatever that crosses my mind and pleasseee forgive me if it bores the hell outta you.

Its 6.30pm and the office is half empty already. I wish I could leave too.. 😦 I don’t feel like heading home but I wouldn’t mind hanging out somewhere just to chill. But.. but… chilling means eating and eating means fat. :/ I’m on a one meal a day diet just so you know. Haha! I feel fat, I swear. People around me are like, you shouldn’t be dieting, you’ve got a nice body, size 0 isn’t sexy and whatsoever but it doesn’t deters me a single bit cos I know I’m fat. 😦 Well, not really really fat but chubby and I don’t like the chubby-ness. Hehe.

But I’m also hungry. My stomach is calling for a good meal. What shall I do? 😦 If I don’t eat tonight, I’ll have to wait for lunch tomorrow to eat a proper meal. :/ I hate temptations. I hope I’ll be able to control them. *fingers crossed*

Since I’m done ranting about my weight, I guess I shall say something a little more interesting.. Okay, I had a splendid weekend with my bestie. 🙂 She invited me for Carlsberg Deepavali dinner at Shah Alam. It was a good night with free flow beers on the table. Haha. 😀 Her bro in law is working in Carlsberg Malaysia, heaven! Haha. I shall take a picture of my Carlsberg collections and post it up pretty soon. No beer cans, sorry but I have plenty goodies.

Back to my dinner story, it was a good night with good food. I was there with Geetha, Bhavani (her sis), her brother and of course, the bro-in-law, Joshua! While everyone was busy queuing up and digging for food at the buffet table, Geetha and I was busy drinking our freshly drafted Carlsberg. Haha! 😀 And Joshua had to spoil our magical moments. 😦 He called us up the stage for some game session. :/ And thanks to our two mugs of beer, I rocked the stage. 😉

There were 5 people in one group, of course Geetha and I was separated. We then had to perform according to the music beat, each picking up a roll of a drummer, a pianist, a dancer, a guitarist and a singer. Since every other member of my group decided to opt out for the lame ones :p, I decided to be a dancer. 😉 😉 Hehehehehehe! Of course I was praying hard for a good song. 😉 Thank God they played Party Rock Anthem and I seriously have no idea what got into me but I danced like there was no tomorrow and to my surprise, everyone was screaming their lungs out. Most likely because they were drunk.. Hehe! This was once in a lifetime experience only God knows why I didn’t suffered from stage fright. So proud of myself baby! ❤

Andddddddd…. WE WON a set of speakers! 😀 You have no idea what I had to endure after that game session. All these guys were disturbing me, some insisted me to dance with them, and thanks to Joshua again, they knew my name. Pfft. I wasn’t a tad bit worried cos Joshua’s colleagues were keeping an eye on us and we knew that we were secured in his accompany. I had a great deal of fun that night. A moment with the bestie that can’t be replaced with anything on earth, ever!

Oh! Let me give you a hint on how to be popular within a night.. JUST ACT STUPID on the stage in front hundreds of people and you’re sure to gain attention. Haha! 😀 That’s what I did and it worked. LOL. And before anyone gets the idea to screw me up over this sentence, NO! I didn’t go up the stage purposely for FAME! It was all accidental hence I’ll call it the “ACCIDENTAL FAME”. LOL.

Aite then, I’m done! Times up! Outta office now.. See you. 🙂