Mind and Heart – No Chemistry

I smiled through the confusion, laughed through the euphoria, weeped through the agony… I surpassed it all because more than I want to, I had to… life’s an adventure after all. ๐Ÿ˜„

Time passes, situation turn overs, people changes … but love never fades. I trust that each and every person that comes into your lives comes in it for a reason and there’s no way they’ll depart without leaving a footprint in your heart. โค

Yes honey, nothing is permanent in this world. People do leave. ๐Ÿ™‚ just that some stays longer than expected, not in your lives, but in your heart. ๐Ÿ™‚ In fact, some are there forever. ๐Ÿ˜

Lately, it has been a pretty challenging to express the mind and heart. I’m always in a dilemma, muddled between thoughts and emotions. Someone once told me that the mind and heart does not latch on to chemistry thus love is painful because though you know it’s disastrous, you can’t keep yourself from feeling it. ๐Ÿ˜‰ and as much as it hurts, you can’t negate the wonderful moments which turns out to be life’s greatest memories. ๐Ÿ˜€

Oh well, …. life goes on. ๐Ÿ™‚ keep smiling to curtain the way it sores, pierces, gashes and aches inside. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

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Hypocrites & Happiness! :D

How do you deal with hypocrites? Ignore and walk miles away.. ๐Ÿ™‚

Personally, I hate them and if I could, I’d do everything to get rid of them from this world.. at least the world will be a better place to live without them. But I’m not invested with such powers hence I shall just stick to the first option. ๐Ÿ˜‰

If you were in my shoes, how would you feel when you realize that a bunch of them are practically ignoring you? They prefer doing things in a group while you’re not there? They don’t make you feel a part of them again? I felt terrible but it didn’t bother me too much. You wanna know what ACTUALLY bothered me? The fact that they try to be nice when they need to get somethings done. What’s up with human nature lah? Haih.

I’m glad that I’ll be isolated to my own pace next week onwards. I’m best at ignoring people, especially those who don’t match my league. And of course I’ll choose to opt to shit I do the best. IGNOREE!

 

You Just Gotta Let It Be…

As the loneliness crept in, she wish she had someone to brighten up her soul. She felt she needed someone to rely upon, someone she can vent out her frustrations to, someone who could be there for her at all time.. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ And that’s when she realized that she is quite dependent to a certain extend and of course, this wasn’t pleasant for her. She had goals in her life and being attached to this mindset would not help her achieve those dreams.

But she’s a human after all. She can’t hide her feelings. She wants to be belonged to someone special in this cruel world. She wants to feel rejuvenated with the love of that special someone. She miss giving out love, care and attention to that special one.

And no, she’s not desperate. She won’t go around seeking for love. She won’t go around ranting that she wished she have the man of her dreams in her life. She’ll go with the flow. She’ll let time decide. She’ll concentrate on her goals but she’ll also give a space to let her emotions flow. She’ll try to smile always but let her heart cry when it feels like it.

She suppose, that’s life. You just gotta let it be. Everything will fall in place, someday, she hope.

The Best Years :)

I just realized that my life is poles apart from a few years ago. I was looking through the pictures in my phone and I realized that life has changed drastically after I started working. The pictures were not as exciting anymore and it made me feel old, and lifeless. ๐Ÿ™‚

I miss my university lifestyle. 5 exciting years of assignments, books, lectures, friends, and most importantly, FUN! Similar to everything else in life, there were loads of ups and downs the entire years but today, sitting here all alone, Iโ€™m only reminiscing through the beautiful memories and laughing at what seemed like the end of the world back then.

Life was good then, honestly. I could choose to drink and party all night long and skip class the next morning, push assignments to the very last minute and have uncountable sleepless nights just to complete them before the due date, sleep like thereโ€™s no tomorrow without worrying a single bit, lunch with friends till its tea time, movies, dramas, and the list continues. Gosh! I miss them all.

When they say that money can buy everything, they were absolutely wrong. This is something money canโ€™t buy, ever! And thereโ€™s nothing I can do to turn back time and relive those moments again. These will be the memories Iโ€™ll cherish till the end of time. Itโ€™ll preserve in this small part of my brains as a story to be told someday.

Now, back to reality! I shall make the best out of my life and live every moment like thereโ€™s no tomorrow. Itโ€™s time to get out of the comfort zone and understand the real meaning of hardship. Itโ€™s time to build the future! ๐Ÿ™‚